Endtime notes

2005-05-24T19:25:00.000+08:00

I moved.
PLS relink.

http://andoe.blogdrive.com

2005-05-23T21:13:00.000+08:00

MOVING SOON
i ve made up my mind.
im moving to blogdrive

It 's not done up yet.
But i got this prepared long ago for a move,

http://andoe.blogdrive.com

2005-05-21T22:35:00.000+08:00

Should i ?
should i ?
should i ?

move to blogdrive?

2005-05-20T18:21:00.000+08:00

Funs in school
Scenario: Class @ maths period
Time: Last 2 periods of the day
Day: Friday
Date:20/5
what happened: shutup and read laa.

Tcher: Hey how come u slping arr Jiangling? (shouts across e room)
Class pple : Cher' , jiangling's sick laa, let him rest
Tcher: Sick also must tell me 1st then can let u rest.

In cuts with words frm E class manager, * who always leads e class to rebel
class.m : Hey then lidat arr(mumbles to himself) , cher' i now sick. let me rest can?
Tcher: *walks down to his seat and check his work
class.m: *quickly does his work.
class: *laughs.

2005-05-20T18:01:00.000+08:00

Nice day.
i shall say, tdae im going to type in more kaes.
Our prayer GRP rededicate our lifes together as 1 bk to Jesus
realising our once-stagnant lifes after exams, &
a period of time of not fasting
Not strangely me & Zhi re sensing something very weird
Something's missing in our prayers.
Wad zhi said was 'we seem like we re running into e wall'.
Praying the same things or near-to-meanings themes
HEY S.a tan! i Wan to declare tt Lord is here today in skool wiv us
And we re not going to die down i tell u.
And weLL i just love the way it is tdae in School tdae
Holy spirit prompted me tt the grp got to rededicate as one &
Revive e big fire stirred up into our hearts.
I really hope you who re reading this.
PLS PlS pls
pray 4 us
It's almost a year for & we re glad tt our grp have nvr gave up serving to be prayer warriors.
Interceding for souLs.
Well , guess wat.
we re not satistified.
NO , no, not till we see BBSS saved huh?
hallelluia! Amen?
And to the grp of pple faithfully serving passionately
* pls tk note of the followings

Qt *1st priorty
Prayer @ home
Thank God for everything tt's in yr life (Good & bad)
No BGR recommended for our age*laughs
Preparing yr hearts for Pmtg
tt we re students. SO, study ar.

Live e way God wans u to.

2005-05-19T23:16:00.000+08:00

19/5
i felt useless
unworthy to walk my life
i cant even afford gillette3 refills
im saadden by it
w3LL i'll get by it
i really nd it
Or not im not getting out of my house.
God , wad can i do.
Yr providence. where . . .

2005-05-18T22:50:00.000+08:00

Times have it made it seen like it was a forever thing.
Blinded nations walked their life down the road
& nvr knew where they were heading.

Pple not bothered to care
Just living the life tt they were given
Not reborn yet they do not know
Living in distress & pulling themselves

They talk abt love all e time
But they somehow didnt noe
Tt there is someone up there who loves them
& have shattered memories
of pple rejecting him
not a thousand time
not a million
not a thrillion
but infinity

They yell and shout tt no1 care abt them
But the heavens cry
For Love was crucified
Complained abt the pain & sufferings tt they live

If they were not blind
If they were awake
how good wud it be.

2005-05-18T14:52:00.000+08:00

Yae!
im going to update pics.

2005-05-18T14:38:00.000+08:00

Went to skool. Got bk my results.
w3LL , i did fairly well.
But not to wad i expected.
& some better than i expected.
if u re wonderin wad results i got,
here's abit of reviews, others i haven gotten bk

Combined science 38/50 (physics) 30/50 (chem) * i nvr really study physics btw
Chin 57/100
Dnt 68/100
Combined humans 24/50(history) ?/50 (Social studies)
Eng ?/100
Maths ?/100

Quite bad results

Can survive 'n'

But

NO , nt the 'o's.

2005-05-17T22:19:00.000+08:00

Another day passed
im tired to pass the hours
slpt for hours to clear my tiredness
If i cud , i wud finish my tub of icecream i got for myself
i tink i have high metabolism rate
But hahas
im not going to mis-use it laa
i felt all e composed songs i have compose 's up to a standard.
Got to really g3t away frm my instrument to get new ideas

sumtimes i love to be alone
not really alone
but with God
askin him things
i mite looked really alone
i felt prayer mtgs have to revived
tt passion for our living God
it's gona come bk.
im going to pray tnite and do qt
Prayin very very hard
S.A tan 's hittin on me very hard too
My passion is realising itself again

Times are coming tt pple re fallin away
My goodfriend falls away
Bcos wadever reasons he shud noe
well im not going to let of this prayer grp
& give in to the spirtual authority tt's controlin e world

Thank God
tt he's made realise my passion again
why i started e group out

2005-05-17T21:14:00.000+08:00

Why every human being have
- a pair of ears
- 1 nose
- eyes
- mouth
- hair

And we dont look e same.
Think abt it.

2005-05-15T16:53:00.000+08:00

it's a Sunday
i dun feel like writin @ all tdae

2005-05-15T00:25:00.000+08:00

Nice day s of my life
Ytd- Friday turned out to be slpin day for me
Tdae- had z3 prac * zhi u missed it
And cell, Service
Finally relaxed
* in e sense i wun b touching any skool stuff for a while
tdae i was just helpin out in cafe and i broke something
i felt worried tt 's all. Dun woorry for my thoughts.
After tt came out frm church &
There was a drizzle.
Then it turn into a standard not-so-big-rain
* @ this point of time anathan shouted for me & signaled to me frm the bk tt he haves a umbrella
Then it poured like crazy.
phmm tt umbrella was no use @ all
>> it turned to be protectin my guit as priority
but well , it turned out tt my guit was wet too.
bleah
3 x Snorts to anathan.
i rmb tt time when i own one big umbrella and was the rain was like this big and crossing the same bridge to bukit timah shoppin centre & well turned out tt i got a bath too.
23 of us, Me , anathan , 3 mich , phyllis, Yunwei , Dru , jesslyn , eve , tommy(sorry if i spell wrongly), Jingrong, Grace, Gideon, Big & ssmall grace, hilary, waikiat, Yilin (i prefer to call u lidat) , eugene, Xavier, Kelvin, Joyce ( if my memory 's not wrong)

We bathed
The water power was better than my home's.

2005-05-13T12:35:00.000+08:00

*stop it quack. u re cute.
i admit it. *laughs with a snort laugh after being infected by anathan.

Well
mm heh haa
loo laa leh phew
Woah ! ! ! * sorry Andy 's not going to be himself for a period of time
It's end of the exams fever!
And weell guess wad i got a chalet booked right after my day of exams.
Well gosh im going to post in mad-crazy-looking-siao-retarded-bunch-of-pple pics
Not in their normal self.
Well we laugh it out like insanity just went into us
When we took those shots. * pics to be updated Asap
We had this chalet booked last minute
And well but still we enjoyed ourselves really much
@ Sentosa ntuc resorts
1stly, we brought food so much tt till to e point tt we kinda of fear it
it was big feast for us (pics re to be updated asap)
And well infectious Anathan starts the ball rolling into games with his snort laughs
& me and zhi well got infected
And e whole nite , we just went snorting * Is there such a word? i doubt so.
& weell we can be really noisy pple (althou only 6 of us)
This really made me forget abt e stress tt came upon me for e past 2weeks
Everyday mugging late into nites (i suggest u dun follow)
Well im going to change all these into DAY studies than to be wastin midnite oils again
Actually tdae was chem paper and the stressest paper though e last one
Well came out quite easy i shall say
But i tink last minute work is canot make it one.
& my friend even joked tt the paper despise us. (if u can catch it)

i totally agreed with him cos i was doing my assessment
& e format the mid-year papers re like
no kick
If i were to fail chem, i wud smack myself
16 chaps & i didnt study finish all
And i regretted cos i noe how to really study and get gd grades
& the way to prepare
* i understand all e chaps
But weLL i shall say ' Last min' work canoot make it
And all the last year things i forgot when i got so gd @ my end year papers 04'
im like gdness , how i can i forget all these
When i actually got so gd @ it
Wad the assessment gives , E questions re hard to do & well it really turns u off
when u re tired and u just wanto get information into yr head
to score and not just a plain pass
or not i wun even study & just sit for e paper
but thank GOD i scan thru e paper and it was easy

And boo hoo time for me to get crazy
Thank God for everything

2005-05-12T01:54:00.000+08:00

i went blog hopping and i saw this
quite interesting

Here's some 'humanmatics'.

Yun Wei + Jason = Non-stop stomach cramps (on other people)
Phyllis + Michelle = Massive 'John-Suaner'.
Me + Andy = Isolated icy island
John + Calvin Seow = Major class guitarist and vocalist
Jing Rong + Guang Hua + Liang Zhi = Incredible amount of dialogs
Rain + Lisa = Master pianist
Jonathan + Andrew = Top grade 'DotA'(A Warcraft III map) player

Adapted frm waikiat frm http://silent-wind.blogspot.com/2005/04/few-words-again.html

2005-05-11T22:24:00.000+08:00

All for love

All for love, the father gave

For only love can make a way

For all love the heavens cry

For love was crucified

O how many times have i broken your heart

Still you forgive, if ony i ask

And how many times have you heard me pray

Draw near to me

Everything i need is You

My beginning, my forever

Everything i need is you

let me all for love

i will join the angel song

Forever holy is the lord

king of glory king of all

All for love the saviour prayed

Abba father have your way

Though they know not what they know not what they do

Let the cross draw men to you

2005-05-11T02:01:00.000+08:00

Passer-bys,
aaaaaaaaaaPls drop a comment / tag to let me noe u re here.

* even if u duno me/me well enuf
GOd bless.

2005-05-11T00:21:00.000+08:00

* Mark's eguit
3rd day of the week
it's e crucial time for Sec. studs nw
mugging late into the nites
Well i gott to really plan my study schedule
And discipline myself after this SA1 paper.
W3LL enuf.
i hate last minute studyin'
And guess what Monday's paper i didnt study for it!
Cos i was so tired due to fact tt i did cafe duty on Sunday
But Thank God *phew*, they re my strongest papers
MATHS AND PHYSICS! * ignore me if u re not 'that' gd @ these subjects
These 2 subs re my strongest plus chem if i do really study for chem.
Have been battling against time. Mugging into wee hours of e nite.
And radio have been always the greatest companion when im studyin.
And btw, i hurt my leg on Monday and i walk like im an old man since after cafe duty
Cause the whole cafe system changed and O weLL
They have this 'runner' thing, (which is waiter laa)
And i got to serve and serve and serve, they re really very "little"" pple
& tt 's how i got my leg injured after so-called-exercising for a Sunday mornin'
And now, im targetin for 2am then close my eyelids.
Bummer.
but NO choice. MY weakest sub in theory,
Dnt.

Bleah' outs.
i ve got exams and i got to do cafe duty ( and i really hate it when i planned to study for the whole sunday)
It cause me backache and i cudnt walk well
And i promise my Mum that i wun go out. She 's very angry with me.
so Im really fustrated abt it.
Well, i sacrifice my 2 papers.
happy?
im 'forced' to come cafe & help
& well sometimes pple just dun understand

But still i Thank God, tt e 2 papers re my strongest and i can afford to not study.
Next time, i will just reject or if canot ,
lose me as a friend.
This is my stand.

2005-05-10T12:28:00.000+08:00

i love you
i envy you
i want you
i protect you
i cherish you
Once
i ve poisoned you
i ve corrupted you
i hate you
i despise you
i let you
i messed you
i destroyed you
i spoilt you

But i did not create you
God did.
i am you

2005-05-06T18:24:00.000+08:00

5/5/05
WOw. 3 fives in e date tdae.
Sat for the eLpaper 2 and the comprehensions re interesting stories.
Thank God. Or not i might be bored up in the exam hall.
Well all went well
Z3 practice >>
W3ll , every practice i just enjoy.
And well, with quack and his sharing
making fleas and mich luf.
Well, these 2 ladies in team2 re the ones
that will brighten up the team
but sumtymes just havta hear john say 'shh.'
We ended earlier and we had our dinner.
Or i shall say supper?

I blogged
All glory to Jesus

2005-05-05T23:21:00.000+08:00

Phew puffed-up me
chinese papers over! Woah!
nah.
The real streess re on next week dur.
weLL. this time SA1 1st week i can't really feel e weight comin down yet.
And *er* i still went out with vin & zhi to buy vin's A-guit.
We went to peninsula then we re like sians.
then im like -
A big no no to 'Davis'.
then i bring up BRas Brashah and so we went
and we ended being in Sweet-ie (pardon me if i spelt it wrongly) for a few hours.
And finaaly
He got himself a Ibanez Acoustic guit with pick-up.
Bt it's a display set and e pple there claim tt only display set re sold 20% off.
Well i sure had a gd time there touchin the guitars there
tryin out and all tt stuff
guits like fender , im like touching them and playin and i realise something.
THEY dun sound as gd as their name!
im like , gdness, my j&d can do better than this.
well i love my guit!
cos it's difficult to find it anymore.
@ e price i bought and its nice sound, well my ear melted when i 1st heard it
@ a sports shop connected with a music store.
COS i went to 10 over stores and this was e one!
i knew it. And it looked familiar. Cos i seemed to have 2 have seen it b4 somewhere.
STOPacting like u duno aniting Cheepeng.
it 's e same model as wad church 's using.
im gave a thought but well, i still buy it.
Though i didnt quite like its appearance, but well its sounds was what brought me to it.
And apparently , this was a blessing frm some1 (whom i wun reveal)
im thankful for it cos i ask GOd for it long time ago.
And he answered me.

WeLL. bk to tdae.
was just waiting for zhi&vin e late pple whom i was waitin 4
A chinaa man was talking to his fone like
he was tokkin to a live object.
worse still, china men dun really care haa
HE was there tokin ( i was abt to say shoutin') @ e top of his voice
im like wow.
i wun dare to do tt
HOW polite was he. And he's ve got a nice language , nice ''tongues''
bleahing out @ whoever tt person he was tokin to.
NO. i shall say victim.
*Founded him squatting next to me a metre away and chatting, oh well i shall say shouting

WeLL Thank GOD tt prayer grp is still surviving!
halleluia. . .
i bloogged

2005-05-01T23:35:00.000+08:00

E present that i gave to Ziqing
COS it's her birthday laa duh.
Nice?
i made it out of curved out wood
1/5/05
Well this is a sunday
And i climbed out of my bed @ afew mins b4 7am
im like wow (gives a slpy face & lie bk to bed)
i slept so late yet i can wake up so early
And without a alarm clock!
Can't be. A miracle
cos when i slp no1 can wake me up even when they move me somewhere i also duno
Well i planned to go CHC this morning
And tt's why im so early up
And im very tired
MM morning worship was great @ CHC
& Rev Kong hee's msg was really gd.
mm one of the nicest days these month
Went to Swensen with Rx,Nana,Zi qing,Weiqiang,Guoxiong,Ziwei
psst- theere's a phenomenon to this wherever u see rx u see ____?
And we were '''quite''' noisy
& we were shocked when we looked @ e time
it was 8plus in the nite
gdness
& we went home.

And i blogged
i kinda dun like tdae's post
cos im feel im like writing life.

2005-04-28T19:16:00.000+08:00

28/4/05
Well tdae im on my studies mode
'more and more of u social studies . . .'
tt's like wad my mind is generating
Gdness combined Humanities can really kill
And pls do pray for me
- im getting more sick , cough getting worse, flu substaining
- Exams (like i told u , it's going to greet me)
Well my studies place is quite nice as seen frm the pic above.
Bt hopefully i will get gd results out

MM yea tt's all
I cant write much
'coughs'

2005-04-27T18:58:00.000+08:00

im tired
Really

2005-04-27T18:54:00.000+08:00

i was just wondering whether my brother really resembles me.
Some pple do agree.
Bt i have no idea.

And sorry Mich-joy , this look familiar rites.

2005-04-27T14:46:00.000+08:00

Pls pray for me
Flu is overcoming me. And my long lost friend 'Exams'
is here to greet me again.

2005-04-27T00:06:00.000+08:00

9 arks together in a HOTEL ROOM last nite @ bangkok.

2005-04-27T00:05:00.000+08:00

hey i didnt noe i did tt!

2005-04-26T21:11:00.000+08:00

Pls pray for me
Exams exams exams

My right hand wrist in pain
pls pray tt the pain will go away
or not for a period of time i mite reject the guitar.

2005-04-25T17:08:00.000+08:00

2005-04-25T16:41:00.000+08:00

im like duh

2005-04-25T14:33:00.000+08:00

250405
tdae i finally feel e urge to write sumthing
though i mite b silent but tdae im going b like bleah'in out more
COS i nvr tag for a long time though i have e time.
im lazy laa.
so tdae i wan to tok more.
i was just sitting in the bus resting my mind and i got thoughts flooding in the next moment. I was thinking how in the world am i going to study? wad subject. SO many topics @ one go. This week is going to be fun. Im going to see ANDY ONG working for his studies again. Thinking bk @ my spirtual life , i was thinkin , it haven been well since i have my computer. IT dropped tremendously. But THANK GOD , i have a prayer grp every mornin' and they supported me in my life. In intercession & all tt. Though we pray for e same thing everyday but we didnt mind. And even of the nite , one of the small temple caught fire. We re like in a spritual warfare. NO. We re in a spirtual warfare. Spirits re coming against us. We need GOD. We cant stand alone. NO, or not we b given in to the devil when we play tug war with them. hahas i did play some bt just tt sometimes we re bothered to care and couple of times i lost to the devil. And u noe laa, cos i neglected GOD.
Again and again i nailed him on the cross. i fElt bad. Tears flow down my cheek when i was recallin watch 'passion of e christ'.

A miraculous event in my life
i was just cycling back home frm church and i was on my way home fast after greeting off liang zhi @ e junction where he rides home. And i rode down the roads of upper bukit timah and i didnt like the roads. i hated it , so many rocky ground. And rocky terrain, when i had adventure quest just a day b4, gdness im running out of energy. Though a considerably gd bike i burrowed, bt i still didnt like the condition i was given. Soon after rain poured and i knew it was going to be a big downpour. SO i took up speed and soon i was riding @ a high speed.
All of a sudden , i was just passing by assumption, and there was really big wind. How big ? SO big tt banners of the schools tied re flyin when they have wooden pole attached to them. And guess wad, i hit into one of the metal huge thick metal rods while riding. it hitted me into my stomach @ the right side. @ that point of time , i cried out . . .. . . in pain. After a while the pain was subsiding but i knew i got to get to a hospital. I ask GOD immediatly to heal me of my internal injuries if there is any. i knew there is. SUCH a huge metal bar. when i saw it , im totally shocked tt i survive tt. It was horrible , terrible experience. It was the 1st time i cried bcos of pain oso. Cos it was so excruciating. SO intensely. I tot some1 on the road wiv wheels will see me. But nope, no1 cud help me. SO i grabbed my self up and used all my energy left, cos i have still have lotsa energy in my leg. The upper part body, i knew i suffered internal injuries cos i had a hard time breathing. But guess wad?

i didnt care abt tt. And i took up my overturned bike and went on. im like crazy. CANt breathe properly still wan to go on. I called friends but there were not much help comin in. SO im like, ok only GOd and myself can help me now. I rode my bike back home , and i also check how bad was my external injury , it was badly damaged. And i knew i had to get to a hospital , but i hack care, dunwan to call 995 or wad. i ride home then tell my parents to take me there. And i did exactly tt. THere were quite shock that i cud ride my bike home even when i cudnt breathe properly. And i went N . U . H
And the nurses and doctors re so so slow, i was sent into a emergency kids ward to wait. SO slow tt i wait almost 1/2 an hr. And the pope picture flashed on the tv screens of the hospital was such a TURN off to me.
wiv all tt hymms and mumbling , im like going to the nurse and ask her to switch channel. But i didnt. And so i have to endure all tt crap e pope is tryin to potray. SO irritatin. Duno why. plus the fact im in pain, this was really contributing mental pain to me. THanks haa JOHN paul . WHom i duno where u re now. WIv mother mary toking? ''/ hees.
i took Xray and i was declared fine. im like THANK GOD!
& so was it.

i blooged.
ReallY? ::

2005-04-19T22:46:00.000+08:00

To e band -
We ll be seeing each other soon ''/

2005-04-19T22:43:00.000+08:00

The one whom agreed to switched places with me.
i fall into love with e instrument straight away.

2005-04-19T22:20:00.000+08:00

The so - called back bone.

2005-04-19T22:13:00.000+08:00

The pianist whom nvr fails to make our practice fun.
i Realised something , Grace sounds like pinfen and looks like phyllis.

2005-04-19T22:12:00.000+08:00

Chairman of enrolment 2005

2005-04-19T22:11:00.001+08:00

And he took a post . . .

2005-04-19T22:11:00.000+08:00

heh u there move , make it fast - Hanyang
looks like a captain is taking sprout its root already.

2005-04-19T22:10:00.001+08:00

can u hear me . . . . ? - me
who always claims that hiding in this corner with the drums so loud can spoil e ear.

2005-04-19T22:10:00.000+08:00

For a moment i tot mark was slpin.

2005-04-19T22:07:00.000+08:00

Hey , how come the flag can fly on its own ? . . .

2005-04-19T22:06:00.000+08:00

Last seen with a bass.

2005-04-19T20:07:00.000+08:00

1904
nothin strange or unique did happened todae'

Bt

Still
THANK GOD for everything!
E morning prayer grp functioning
Praying and interceding for others
Pls pray me with that i b sensitive to the holy spirit in my life
Promptin my life's step by step.
tdae i going to share abt what happen @ Adventure QUEST which God make me realise that passion rising up in me again. Tt heart for the lost souls.

. . . . i was @ one part of the journey, exhausted, laydown, strengthless, mentality down, worn out.
This was e part where we (e team) were biking abt 18km on rocky terrain with lotsa upslopes! and e rocks r really big ones. Even with my friend's gd mountain , i still couldnt get thru it easy. And reaching real long upslopes , we were havta to come down and push the bike and mount ourselves after a while and it's like we havta to do that for lotsa and lotsa times. Plus one of my teamates is down with cramp. im like , ok , if wan to go on , i dun mind . . . if this guy can b able to do it. Bt we cud nt. i rmb that the planners of this race almost killed us making us to climb 5 hills , going into forbidden army camps -tracking for hours, backtracking (for my team) , and i have no idea why they nvr stop or extent the timing! COS we cud have made it without the stupid rain. tt we havta find shelter here and there.

@ this point of time, i was just pushin my bike , i rmb it was an long upslope to a checkpoint, the Holy spirit
gave me a thought. i was almost worn out this time, thick with sweat , gaspin for air, hungry (we did not have enuf food supply!) , i feel that hell is going to be 10 times or infinete more than this. E excruciating pain coming in was terrible. And sudden tears came to my eyes. i felt that HEll is going to b place that is so so so so much worse and even for this , i cudnt tahan. And tt pple r going into tt chamber to b burn for eternity.
MY friends ? My gd friends? MY mum? DAD? NONONONONONONONONONO!
Or not i regret my life being a christ follower. NOt to be active sharing as the bible told me to.
How can i let tt to happen ? SEE them going into hell? NOWAY!
i will cry in heaven everyday if tt happens. ='
Now too. SO many died here and there.

Think abt it.
Yr life, have u
been a little Jesus?

2005-04-18T20:46:00.000+08:00

180405
shut up
Andy.

b l e a h

2005-04-17T20:54:00.000+08:00

Jireh @ Yi camp

2005-04-17T19:16:00.000+08:00

The guitar i have also - J & d brothers

2005-04-17T19:15:00.000+08:00

The e-guit - mark's
That the thickest string broke within a day.

2005-04-17T19:14:00.000+08:00

The ibanez GSR200
i used - Thank you phyllis . . . . for lending

2005-04-17T19:13:00.000+08:00

The enrolment band - year 05
Frm left , lopez, Mark , Mariah , Tecksoon , Grace
Me, Xiao qiang
Liang zhi

2005-04-17T17:31:00.000+08:00

Enrolment service on 16/4/05
i have prepared for this day quite long ago
i was tired
so so so tired
till e extent that i cant stand during mornin band practice
E day b4 i had band practice for enrolment and z3 frm 5pm all e way to 1130pm
it was super tiring
if u have notice mmy previous post.
tuesday , thursday , friday - all enrolment service practice
it was really draining my energy away
plus wednesday i got dnt proj to handle
And finally it passed.
At e last minute, i actually wanted to tell zhi i wanted to back off the p&w
cos i felt depresseed / tired
And i just hitting on the wrong chords and get scolded
S.A tan made me feel im humiliated.
Till the extent i m going to back off my position as a bassist cos i really felt that depreession coming in
and while i was eating i was so stress, and i felt that my emotion will affect the band alot.
1st time i was so stressed up till tears almost came when jirehians were toking to me in e cafe.
But i didnt. Band pple helped to copy chords fast and after a while , i got a full copy of the chords.
tt was all.
S.a tan have been still trying to pour in things into me rite now.
COS when im tired , he always tries to hit me cos tt's when im weakest. And this experience is an example.

tt's all
i have nth more to say ::
i miss the fellowship we had - to enrolment band , i ll awaitin for our next practice

2005-04-16T00:13:00.000+08:00

16/4 's early morning
well
i gotta admit
im TIRED
very
So bad that i cant walk properly even
My strength is fading
i have got tons of shedule all lined up during this week.
And so so so much band practice until im worn out.
mm that im tempted to close my eyes while typing out my thoughts
my eye bags re getting heavier.
i gotta go off
im too tired
tgc! (to any reader)

2005-04-13T22:45:00.000+08:00

Finally.
I can shuff a few words into my blog again.
Rite till now, 1045, 130405 [S'pore time]
im still having homework to do
MARK! if u re there , well these few nites
u got a companion le!
It have very long since i have stayed up late @ nite.
COS I ALWAYS KNOCK OUT !
i hate it. why must i b tempted to the bed for a FIVE MINS nap?!
AND it will always turn out that E next moment, im on the verge of going to skool @ 0500 in the mornin'
Then i realise im in for dead meat.
PROJ work not done , all this and tt.
And im like BUZZ Ooff pple , now is the time to study.
im the kind that slps in the noons and takes in better in the nites.
bt too bad i gotta say quits or not my face and my health will b damaged.
And i gotta guard the Temple of the holy spirit. How can i not care!

EXAMS re around the corner , after this week , hopefully i be the extremist @ home for GOD and studies.
COS my cousin always make me somewat guilty when she's doing so so so much extra work frm home and she can complete everithing. And she's very smart , most slightly bcos she watches lots and lots of dramas and shows. which in this area i ve cutted long ago. im no addicted to TV ! but computer? hees.
Terrible still ''-

lalala ~
off to greet the nite

Pray pray pray

2005-04-13T22:43:00.000+08:00

Late repentance is seldom true , but true repentance is nvr too late.

2005-04-12T22:14:00.000+08:00

12/4
I was filled with Joy
i got addicted to it.
Music.
The bass
Gdness.
And the 3nrolment Band that met up since March.
Fellowship after each practice was great
THANK GOD FOR ALL THIS!
Or not i do have been bored up @ home.
Every week i will await for this practice and it was great.
Each week the band grew to be better in skills.
Better communications.
And THANK God for Z3
sssoo i wun b bored up, and @ the same time , serve God totally knowing fully that he wants me here.

AWESOME !
I hope that e 3nrolment band will not split up
COS i really love this band.
And well hope we 'll be the ones that will playing for the next event.
I ve been playing the guitar for brigade for quite a few major events as a band.
But this was the band that did a very GREAT job!
And in terms of releationship , we enjoyed each other's presence.
But this time as a bassist @ 2005 enrolment.
And i will havta carry a peice of wood that produce sound and JUMP!
JUMP JUMP JUMP!
And glory goes to him as he teaches me some things i duno abt bass - TO GOD
BLISTERS re the only side effects as i do not touch BASS strings
Cos i play the guitar as my main instrument and i dun have a BASS @ home.
BUT i m trying to overcome them
im tinkin that it mite be my hands that is sensitive to strings, especially my 3rd finger
i tried alternatin my index and 3rd finger, but i tink i m still bk to square 1 , using more of the 3rd finger
Which end up , after practice , i will have a blister there.
And it's big.
The last one i have was the last practice, it shrink after a couple of days.
And i can really see How GOD made this band stronger technically and bonded as one team.
And thank GOD even for JOHN , without him , we mite not have performed to our best.

i really really enjoyed myself
really miss u band peeps
this thursday 14/4 'll b the last practice b4 the actual day
i duno if this were b the last practice.
But thank GOD for everything.

ALL glory to him , my savior,
JESUS CHRIST.

2005-04-12T15:38:00.000+08:00

12/4
There's so much to be spilled out
i have no idea where to start
I want to thank GOD first
- for healing me of my internal injury after an accident
- for not letting my hands off frm his
- for the giftings and talents
- for the wisdom and knowledge frm the word of God
- for my cell grp
- for all the network of friends
- for my classmates [a bunch of fun pple though very noisy!]
- for saving back my friends one by one
- for SO so SO much grace
- for moulding my life
- for the Holy spirit that prepares my life
- for bad/ gd circumstances
- for my skool
- for my skool prayer grp [BBSS]
- for my skool fasting grp [BBSS]
- for saving the blind souls
- for giving me a heartbeat that yearns to see souls saved
- for reminding me of the 2nd coming
- for my CCA! [Boys' Brigade]
- for making my life changed, it's different now!
- for putting the people into my life accordingly to bless me
- for Giving me friends that will bring me up when im down
- for Music
- for My birth
- for my Youth pastor who is very annointed in the leading of the Holy spirit

2005-04-10T19:46:00.000+08:00

8/4
Finally im bk !!!
I yearn so so so much to be back on the computer keyboard
But i cudnt
SOrt of fasted 2 months cutting my friendly ties with my com
it killed half of me
i realised how much i was dependent on e com
And nw i havta cherish it
But then again this is nt for eternal
So i told myself
im going to touch less of this object here lesser.
More of the bible?
YEAH!
Well i really enjoyed my life without this thing also
And i realised even without it
i STILL have time fighting with me all the time
i hate it.
but well , it's life.
And i gotta cut my usuage down.
Smack me if i use too much ok? (to blog readers)

All that i want is you , Jesus.

HERE!

2005-03-04T20:51:00.000+08:00

ATTENTION

Dear readers,

Upon Andy's request, I wish to inform you that he will be unable to update his blog for quite awhile. Apparently his computer isn't working well. Still, thanks for dropping by.

Best regards,
Zhiqing

To Andy:
Okays brudder,
I'm here! An entry as promised. And i didn't change the video; tho I really felt the urge to do so. Heh. Anyways, sorry eh, for the delay.. You even got here b4 me.

mm

2005-03-04T13:03:00.000+08:00

Finally i can blog one post.
HEY ZIQING
u nvr add anything up arr.

nvms .
mm my blog is down
becos my com is down too .
yea wait for a while cannss . .

Yeaps.

2005-02-15T16:25:00.000+08:00

im lazy to blog.
no la
this week i ve got common test.
cant blog
gtg nw.

2005-02-12T23:36:00.000+08:00

T'dae was a harsh day for me
Was very pissed in late mornin'
[im not going to mention it]
It went to the level where i actually was enraged
My emotion and reaction to everything changed
I was full of anger. FULL .
And this was denifitely e best time to attack .
And he did.
Tt's why i was full of bitterness and anger.

blah blah blah till SNL
[details re in discouraging language, so not inserted into this post]
And tdae' speaker was Ps Benjamin chew
I met kenny Hong downstairs
& he asked , '' who's tt guy?''
im like, frm the looks, he 's not a pastor.
But he's with Ps daniel walkin in
Another guess
His relative?
MM nope i still tink is Speaker frm outside
i got it correct.
He preached and he was gd.
Passion passion passion
i was not in my best of mood tdae [In other words = my worst mood]
Bt i tried to put up a strong front
And i respond to altar call. And finally something i waited so long to happen ever since i go up to altar calls, i fall . im like UHOO! i ve waiting for sososo long. After so many many altar calls, finally i get to experience a push 2nd time in my life.
Pple usually when they fall, they tend to just get up after a while, but i did not want to get up.
@ all.
God's touch was pleasant and i just wanted to stay on ground.
And not to move so much. NOR SLP! der. [crazy idea?]
And turn out , i sort of get up very very late (last person) cos i was just enjoyin God's presence soo much.

After service, i went home straight away
I didnt went to eat with my cell - due cause to "My pissed off attitude"
And this gives a very big clue why i was so angry
But nonono im not going to boast abt how i got angry or wadever
And if u re wonderin why
Just msg me on Msn
And i will see whether i wana share
it's OVER!
Case closed.

Upon going home after purchasin a CD -
i saw a guy approachin pple for 2 bucks to get home
@ first i didnt wan to give
But e holy spirit prompted me to give
when he approached me , i rejected
But after a while, i went to chase him
And i gave him it.

Actually this was nothing much, God blessed me so much.

im so tired now.
go to slp can?

2005-02-10T23:08:00.000+08:00

Im soo happy to be bk in my hometown!
S'pore. The nicest place i ever been.
eR. Since i was born into this world.

Very jialat
i still gotta climb out
frm Dreamland to skool earlii in d mornin'
And im still here.
Im abit tired out. But i told myself not to slp
During the ride frm beanut [Mum's Hometown]
To Spore. And lucky for me,
I managed to not slp for 2 hrs
in A squeezed supposinly 7 - seater
turn into a 9 seater car.
Which is terribly nice , sacarstically to say so.

Eh
Time
is bugging me to go to bed.
stopped blogging - 11:08 100205

2005-02-09T06:52:00.000+08:00

i gotta b off 9/2 and 10/2
To be in Malaysia.
i tink i ve been runnin away frm heavenly papa
For this week.
i gotta recoup with him there.
And get bk to him.

Pray tt if possible , able to grab
a soul. Or souls. Cos there's alot
of them so blind. My relatives.
Gotta pray for a revival in tt land.

They have been worshippin' their ancestors
for soo long. Eveer since im born.
But nvr is their chance of being saved
to be not factual.
Cos God have placed me there for a reason.
Tell me wad to do lord.
Im a quiet person.
How to use some1 so quiet to share his love?

God have his ways. And his ways re greater than ani1.

2005-02-05T13:15:00.000+08:00

BLESSING TO THE NATIONS >>
30 January 2005
I'm sure we have all heard the commonly used cliché, "We have been blessed to be a blessing." And whilst that statement is absolutely true, what actually happens often times is when we get bless, we have a tendency to hoard our blessings rather than give them away. Giving away our blessings to others goes against everything in our human fibre, but that is something we must wrestle with and overcome.
In Isaiah 56:11, the Lord cries out against the shepherds of Israel and this is what He says, "They are shepherds who cannot understand, they all look to their own way, everyone of his own gain, from his own territory." Doesn't this sound familiar? Doesn't this expose what really is in the human heart? How do we respond to this as a church? Do we have a responsibility to the nations and/or to other churches? Has not the Lord been good to us here in Cornerstone? Has He not blest us? What is our response in all this?
Firstly, I believe we have a responsibility in the area of PRAYER. The Lord has called Cornerstone to be a House of Prayer for all nations, has He not? The reason that we have the flags of over 20 nations on our stage is to remind us of our responsibility to the nations. Could it be that one of the reasons that so many lives were lost in the recent tsunami that hit our part of the world is because there weren't enough intercessors praying and standing in the gap for the nations? If there had been watchmen on the walls in prayer, righteous men who could stand before the Lord, could it be that this disaster could have been lessened or maybe even averted?
, I believe we have been entrusted with the responsibility to TEACH THE WORD. Isaiah 2:3 says, "For out of Zion shall go forth the law and the Word of the Lord from Jerusalem." The reason why we have conferences is because of a sense of urgency that the pure Word of God needs to go forth. There are so many conflicting voices today in our society and even in the Church and the "Word of the Lord" must proceed out of Zion. God's people need to be fed, not just with the milk of the Word, but the meat as well. Do we not have a responsibility in this matter? Think of these things, will you?

Pastor Yang Tuck Yoong

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2005-02-04T23:38:00.000+08:00

Team 9 – 9 Arks

Day 1 (26th Nov)
Our team met at 11am at terminal 1’s Burger King for lunch and thereafter we proceeded to the viewing mall to rehearse for our skits. We had a fun time rehearsing and we sort of hoped that even as we acted out the skits that it will also speak to the people who were hanging out at the viewing mall. The interesting thing was that our team leader Andy, met his grandma at the viewing mall. Who would have imagined meeting your grandma at the airport and so it was a quite a surprise for him to see her there with her friends and we were rather amused by it.

After rehearsing for the skits, we proceeded to the departure hall to meet up with the rest of the other teams. It was a frenzy of activities at the check in counter and the departure area and it was evident that everyone was excited and looking forward to the trip.

Our boarding time was supposed to be 3 plus but the plane got delayed and so we had to hang around for quite some time at the waiting area. So, some of our team members decided to explore the place and they came across the public phones located at one corner of the waiting area. Some of them were rather amazed when they realized that they could call for free and they started to call home and their friends to try it out. Though we had to wait for the plane to come, but youths being youths had their own ways of entertaining themselves and before we knew it, it was time to board our plane.

We reached Bangkok airport in the evening and we took an hour bus ride to reach Maxx hotel. We had a nice buffet dinner and had a night of worship, prayer and confession time to prepare ourselves spiritually before we set off the next day to our destination, Udon Thani.

2005-02-04T22:19:00.000+08:00

422005
The week had finally came to a friday!
hmm
And early morning i have to lift my eyes
off the bed and drag myself out of Bed.
I gotta be in skool @ 0645.
To be sharing the importance of prayer
to the prayer warriors.
Mm and good thing to see them all
turned up early and ready to fight in the spirtual warfare
And im supposed to share on the importance of prayer.
How in the world m i going to share when
i actually cant tahan the nite b4
while looking for a verse where it does toks abt the importance of prayer.
orh well.
See How God works. SO unique.

i was @ the bus stop and blastin' with
Prefect 10' . Dj Daniel's distracting me
But im tempted not to put my ear peice down
to start and tink wad to say when i called them down
EARLY , to all come down and listen.
Well well well
" How, papa . . what m i going to share to these pple who mayb half awaked."
And thoughts ran thru my mind.
i was tinking of alot of stuff. Look @ my archives in my hp, seein whether any sermon does
tok abit on prayer. But nope, dun have.
And suddenly , i was strucked with a experience.
Thailand trip!
9 arks ( My thailand mission team 9 and the fact that they r 9 pple!) >>>
What i learnt most there is PRAYER!
HOW cud i have forgotten such a important lesson,
Haa dear Andy, wake up yr idea.
Dun forget wad papa taught u.

O well o well
i feel calm now.
Cos i finally knew wad to share!
HAas.
And here goes wad i shared to the grp >>
I intro on my team. There ll 2 ladies frm brighton following us.
They r the dajies of the team.
Other 7 pple were males. (duh - obviously.)
Importance of prayer - Today's sharing
- when we went in E foreign land (nongkhai) , we prayed. We termed it , we do stunt.
- And E prayer i/c whom is one of the lady , will always prompt us to pray and pray everytime before ministry
- P/w during even entering the land
- And comes to e programmes , the 2 ladies told us after the 1st ministry tt Brighton 's best @ last minute work, and we re like, mm , we always organise b4 doing it. But now diff. We prayed.
And janice, the other lady, was going-to-be teacher. And she took the lead for mc @ the 1st ministry. And she just toks on mic and prompt us wad to do next by words coming out frm mic.
We were disorganised. TOTALLY. But guess wad. Everybody were fast to react , we knew when to help and all that. And it turned out ma ciam we have planned it. And it was GOd. Who lead janice in her words out frm her mouth. And we can even do last min work! But it turned out that we were so gd @ it , that we nvr planned @ all and only pray alot. And i mean alot. Everithing was well till we tone down to shoppin, the devil takes this time to come and lay traps.
So really got to be yr guard. And heavy effort and iniative was seen in the 9 arks this day.

Learnt to ' Pray more!'
Scroll
I be repostin my team 9 (mission) journal again
Take time to read
ok?

2005-02-02T18:53:00.000+08:00

1/2
Lost my wallet
2/1
Lkin' for it
Found it outside my hs
It contained quite alot of money
i cud have curse and swear
but strangely when i recieve e news frm mum
that only money is gone,
i shut my muf.
It didnt effect my emotions
funny
i was so caalm.
Thank God for it.
Cos i was in my worst mood @ 1/1
Very pissed.
So many prob cropped up
Yet i have maintain one thing.

However bad the circumstance mayb , ect. im diagnosed with a terminal disease. I will stay joyful and not niam here niam there. Not letting it b S.A tan's weapon to change my attitude and emotion. And remainin' tt joy in the lord.

Lessonss Lessons Lessons
Trials trials trials
In everiday life.

Music of the moment - Last thing on my mind ( Leeann Rimes > Ronan keating )

2005-01-31T21:18:00.000+08:00

Foolishness of man
Wisest inventions of man's creation

Hey wake up !
Andy! Andy! Andy . .
I slap u . Smack u .
Punch u until u vomit blood.
See u wanto wake up anot.
Ure nt lidat 1. Wake up u booboo.
Stop slpin like a dead person on wkdays.
And get alive @ saturdays and sundays.
Tt's rubbish. Junk. Everiday shud b it!

Hey u answering my call . . ?
- Papa calling Andy @ [NO specific time due to the fact tt it's anytime!]

2005-01-30T21:16:00.000+08:00

Me and Adel
@ Xmas eve nite

2005-01-30T21:15:00.000+08:00

Me and mum @ Xmas eve nite

2005-01-30T21:07:00.000+08:00

One of the Teams
That played for the pinball match in 2004'
Can u spot me?

2005-01-30T21:03:00.000+08:00

One of the officers
that played with
Stallion platoon @
a platoon outing - Pinball

'It is painful to get shot. ' - server

2005-01-30T21:00:00.000+08:00

Again, My pastor.
Demostrating what the pple were doing in the streets
in broad day lite.
Can Guess what is he doing?

2005-01-30T20:56:00.000+08:00

Ps daniel and sunil
doing forfeit in missions (KL)
@ one a place where drug addicts
quit their habits and @ E same time
get to noe God.

2005-01-30T18:07:00.000+08:00

Sunday.
Bleah
Gotta stay home
To do D&t.

Spendin time with heavenly papa later.
Everyday is a nice day!
i blogged.

2005-01-30T13:40:00.000+08:00

Ctnuation of halim ' story>>
I started with , '' DO u noe how to play the guitar? ''
And he replied . .

Yes (duh). And he taught the very basic chords and even shared that he love the song we sang during worship. Which is '' with my lips i will bless you''. I eventually got touched by this song 2oo. And time passed by, pple who went out for ministry r returning back team by team.
We proceed to dinner and after dinner, i was told i gotta do a woundcare for Halim.
Me and chloe ( ex-sheperd ) Those who went out to the strreets gotten to do it ard. So me and chloe were called to do it cos we ve nvr done it b4 when we went out to ministry. I only rmb seein redlight districts and the man who was abt to die on the street, drug addicts too. But i nvr done wound care b4 for ani1 though i m sort of trained to. And i started wiv my hands trembling.
The wound is big! if u wanto see , look for me personally and i bring for u the foto. And while doing it, i felt the love of GOd flow thru me. So practically. Nvr forget it till even tdae. Perhaps it's becos Paster daniel still shares on it. SHHHH dun let other pple noe it's me. FOr u only readers. "/

And a young guitarist sprouts.

2005-01-30T13:33:00.000+08:00

One thing
im stoppin' to serve in cell till i got a guit
it's hard to burrow

i blogged @ 01:33
Scroll la
pls?

2005-01-30T13:01:00.000+08:00

Finally i wanto come bk and blog.
Im lazy i admit

30/1
Why do we look @ thing so complex?
Ve been askin' myself
Why humans react like tt.
All in fact.

I blooged @ 12:14

2005-01-26T21:33:00.000+08:00

Pple passing by
Feel free to leave tag!

Readers that r quite foreign to this blog
There r lotsa stories beneath
Go read if u ve the time.
God bless!

Music of the moment - Beautiful

2005-01-26T21:27:00.000+08:00

A need list.
Acous guit - (with pick-up)
I nd it terribly. It's a need. i nd to serve with it in saturdays in cell /Z3 (future) bt im still financially in crisis.

God ll provide sumhow
I'm scared my skills mite fade off
Prayin'

2005-01-26T21:25:00.000+08:00

Hey im packed with hmk
Cant blog
pls Hold on
i be bk to ctnue halim's speech
By thursday.

God bless!

2005-01-25T20:48:00.000+08:00

Bless u all
Readers!

Lovehed
With Jesus

2005-01-25T20:39:00.000+08:00

25/1
Praying
Fasting

Out there lies
Ruins Torned Hurt Unlovables Decieved Blind

u noe it, don't u ? - endtimewarrior

2005-01-25T20:28:00.000+08:00

Server Buzy for the moment
'' Sorry , readers. '' - endtimewarrior

im Bz with skool work
promise u the story up
by this week - on halim

For the moment
im bloggin short msgs

2005-01-23T01:26:00.001+08:00

1st Yi mission in year 02'
Extract frm Found journal
>>>
During the mission trip, I got to know this person halim whom changed my life perspective after i ve known him. On e 1st day when i saw him , i didnt dare to talk to him bcos in my whole life i have nvr see anyone that have open wounds like him. But one of the nite ( my memory is not so gd! cant rmb. ) Sister pakling, one of the people serving there @ YWAM - Youth with a mission , briefed us wad we 're going to do for the few days that we re going to be there . . She shared tt those who re on duty of staying in base to clean up the whole place which is 3 storey high (duh)
and told us that Halim , is a drug addict trying to get away frm his addictor , and he 's got a life story tt he can share, and if aproached , he will be open to share. And i began to be curious abt his bkground and wad he have been thru .
And having no chances in E wednesday , i quickly grabbed the chance 2 serve in the base as well as to take this chance to tok to sis pakling & halim. It was friday , and after sending out the teams out for ministry & cleanin the house , i went on to use this time to write on my journal ( which is this one ) BUt lkin again @ the time , i decided that i shud use this time to look For halim and start interacting to him sumhow. [Ooooo this shy guy in church is going to start to open up and start approachin some1 huh? .... ] I rmb quite w3ll that when i kept telling chloe i want to tok to him and she told me to go la.... go la ... he wun do anithing to u duh.
Well. i gave it a try and uttering the 1st word is never easy for such a shy sec1 going to sec2 boi.
Even toking to team mates i be uttering and they will say i nvr replil. HOw can 1 tok to a so called stranger . ( cos i haven started tokin to him la)
I started with , '' DO u noe how to play the guitar? ''
And he replied . .

2nd part coming Soon . . .

Scrollwee

2005-01-22T13:30:00.000+08:00

Under Construction

In terms of Human brain

Coming soon . . .

2005-01-20T15:41:00.000+08:00

Man seeks to see.
But is faith is believing without sight.
Why ? [deep cry]
why why why

There is a deepp cut in me.
Im feelin GOd's heart for these pple.
But guess wad? it's not even 0.1 %
And he sees more
I cant imagine
Show me how lord
how how how how
i wanto scream it out
till i run out of voice
And i wanto let it all out
i cant bear
i cant
i cant
it's like a deep cut tt cant heal
seeing the darkness unfolding itself
Such pain tt cant be understand
And GOd is feelin it.
I really canot imagine
How God feel right nw

God let me see some things
tt re happening in the world
And im super Angry
So angry tt i dun noe
That if GOd's sumtymes feels it too . .
Im so impressed with God's patience
Very patient
Waitin waitin waitin

Sometimes i dun noe how
God cud take it
And when i see just a
little bit of it
i cudnt tk it
it pisses one christian off badly
Really
And God can stay there
for so long
And didnt do anithing much
But still givin out

Love

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Me

Scrolls

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When i fall down.
He is always there to pick me up.

Trust
Lovehed with Jesus

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Wednesday 190105
Didnt slp well last nite.
Had to try to be awake cos
all my tchers r very fierce.

Weell.

T'day was one of the most tired day in my 1st time in 05' in skool.
E only day i was not there though my body and spirit were there.
My mind was down. I felt so much to slp.
3 more periods.... and gosh, english 3 periods till 2 plus,
im tired.
Not nice to slp late haa?

i thank God for everything
Good and bad
All the small things
i give it all to serve him
All.

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Everyday shud be a brand new recharged day.

Amen?
Scrolls

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ok
Ratio action : talk
I nd to balance it
and hit it high.

Scroll
they re lotsa
Stories beneath.

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' The brothers' , the movie.
So nice.
Touched me.
Didnt regret watching it.

Watched a movie. - duh

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ANSWER FOR last quiz post 9 jan.
This is me.

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PEOPLE R U HEARING ME?

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Father, this is my cry
My screams
Each time u let me see what's happenin'
TT Souls out there nd u so intensely much.
I noe writin here wun mean much
Cos i cant express it.
Cos there 's such a intense pain in my heart
TO fulfil yr call
To realise that these interuptin obstacle
R yr test.

THIS IS MY CRY.
SOULS.
i have no much time. if u re a christian
i gotta tell again there's no much time, to fool around animore.

U noe wad.
Whenever i speak of the endtimes, GOd reminds me of the souls.
Around me. Beside me.
I tell u , i will regret if i nvr get them up on board the train for Heaven.
All my life. It's for eternal.

Think abt it.

Music of the moment - My blog's mtv

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My hand.

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S. A tan's quote :
We still have time

But truth is :
Endtimes is approaching.

This is a repeat post.
Scrolls

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160105
im charged up again.
For God.
Inspired. But no.
im not going to let it down.
Sometimes when one is inspired
We tend to hold to that inspiration
to 2 weeks ? mayb.
Then we let it off.
But now? NO Way im going to let off
of Jesus 's hand rite nw.
Im not in a genra when i can still fool around like a mislead person.
And definetly now 's not the time to fall away anymore.
anymore.
anymore.
anymore.
no more.
i noe what it takes to take up the cross each day.
And frm tdae onwards nvr m i going to let go cos i love God.
i dunwan HIM to be hurt anymore.
I believe that the Endtimes's coming.
And it's our generation that it's going to happen.
Christians r going to fall.
God have placed in me a heart not to see these people fall.
NVER! NVR! Shall christians fall when Anti- christ comes and decieve pple.
THIS IS MY CRY.
SO MUCH THAT IT HURTS ME.
I pray with my whole heart that no1 will fall.

Father, i plead with u. Rouse up warriors.
Warriors that will prevent yr followers to fall.
Have mercy on them lord.
pls. pls. pls. NVR let them fall.
It hurts yr heart more than i do.
Let pple rise up in skool and proclaim yr name.
In the name of Jesus i pray , Amen.

Inspired but again
Doer of the word
And liver of the word
For my whole life

For u have called me for so long, nw i respond with faithfulness and reliabilty, build me up in these 2 areas for im not strong, Father.

Music of the moment - Where the love last forver by hillsongs united

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Ps Daniel signing for kids . .